Friday, December 4, 2009,
I am so freaking tired; physically and mentally.
I'm sick and tired of doubting my friends.
I'm sick and tired of them always looking like they don't care.
I'm sick and tired of being so isolated.
I'm sick and tired of not being brave enough to make more friends.
I'm sick and tired of feeling so alone.
I'm sick and tired of letting everyone down.
I'm sick and tired of crying myself to sleep thinking of these things.
All of this is giving me a migraine.. I'm just so tired and I really need to talk to someone; someone who can pat me on the back and say
it's okay. I just can't express this terrible, burning feeling on the inside. At a time like this, all I can turn to is my passion and love: drawing. But, it's still not enough..
I need someone's help and patience.
Labels: depression, Friends, help, isolation, stress
8:49 PM